Well how should i say this. I know it s like the childish part of me, but i ve already drown in my own feelings. Couple of days ago was my birthday. It s nothing, just growing a year older. He wished me of course. But then, there's part of me like, i wanted him to make it feels special, at least for a day. There s no need for fancy gifts or such. At one point i realized, i missed him. I truly missed him. And i just wanted it to feel worthwhile. Our only conversation was the one when he wishes me. Didnt feel it at first, but im actually quite bummed. So im like, thinking why am i feeling so down and everytime feels like im about to break down. And when i actually did, it made me come into realization of how im feeling for all along. I truly terribly misses him. But he never knew it. Never knew how i am terribly suffocating. How my heart aches.POSTED BY FF ON Friday, June 19 @ Friday, June 19, 2020
