I am not in any state that would define me as being mad. It's just I'm feeling unworthy of anything that revolves around you. I am not leaving. Only that I feel distant. Although that is not how you must have said it. I know I have to let my feelings aside. I know that I have to be strong and brave for any possibilities, any outcome that may happen. If to be brave is for me to survive solely on my own, I would take it, just because I have no other option left. I know you ll say that 's not how you wanted me to understand, but if only you'd take a glance of how things are now, you'd know what I meant.
You needed me to put myself in someone else's shoes, but did you ever peek into what I have in mine? No you never. You never would. Because those people around me faces much more greater harder indescribable worse things than I am. Right? I know because I've told you, now and then of how it felt, how it made me become, but that's just that.
And that 's just why, I am surviving my own battle.
POSTED BY FF ON Wednesday, September 11 @ Wednesday, September 11, 2019
