You re just too busy, and Im just too lonely. No it s not that you blindly let me be this way, only most of the times I need you. Even in the slightest thing im into. Things were never the same since then, and Im aware about it. It somehow had become one of my routine, to ignore things completely. To forget what it s abt of how I feel. To be okay when there s so much reason not to. I nearly thought that im having depression. Almost everyday I fought with my feelings and left uncured. It never works from that time on.