I was ought to understand and comply with everything but you seems to never get it when I try the same. Saying how you made an effort to make it to me. But you dont. And I thought I could get to spend a little more time with you but I dont. You made it seems so simple but it hurts inside. How everytime I try not to give a damn about it bcs it s just a waste of my time. But I do. And I cant get over it. I just need some of yr time. To tell you what it s like and share all those stories and all the things I went through, cause you know I just got you. I still remember when I'm in a really bad time and texted you several time as making phone calls might disturb you. Long after that you replied and I lost thought of what I wanted to say ; cause I always hated telling things when I could be fine. There this time I call knowing you re on a vacay and me just needing time as your special one and I got told to not call you when your family is around. And when should I do it then? Bcs you do know you could hardly had time. I just need your time. It s not much, and I promise it ll not take that whole day, cause a minute is just more than none.