Why is that whenever something good is happening, there would be some kind of bad atmosphere gettin along. I hate how it keep on surrounding making all those beautiful moment going all dark all gloomy and pathetic. I hate when I have to deal with that uncertainty and feeling like all that happen is my fault. I cant stand strong if the wind keep blowing to topple me down, how could I be strong. I need them to believe in me. I need them to keep having faith. I need them to stay. Cant you just understand. It wont be too hard if I could scream and tell how it feels